The day you entered my life, I was filled with excitement, yet fear all at the same time.
Filled with joy over this new guy in my life, but fear of not being good enough for him.
Could I be there for him in all his needs?
Could I help make all his dreams come true?
Could I love him with everything I had?
Then you left. No notice, no warning, in a blink of an eye you were no longer here. My world came to a crashing halt and shattered before my eyes. A part of my heart where I held you so close, broke and now is left with emptiness, pain and grief.
I sit here ten years later and think if I could just have one more moment with you.
I would give my legs to have one more moment to walk with you!
I would give up speaking if I could just for one moment tell you how much I love you!
I would give up my eyes to see your face for just one moment!
I would give up my arms to hold you for just one moment!
I would give up my life and all I have to spend just one more moment with you and have you say the one word I long to hear again…….”MOM!”
I love you my dear son!
Feb. 18, 1982-Nov. 10, 1999
Don’t ever forget to tell those you love, how much you really do LOVE THEM!